Should You Rub Coke In Your Gums

la rabbia di un lupo

30 agosto 2009

Ogni giorno è peggio,non riesco più a trattenere dentro di me la parte irrazionale,ci ho provato in molti modi in questi giorni ma senza risultato.

Tutto è iniziato per gioco e ora devo sopportare la cruda realtà.

Mi chiamo Giorgio e faccio parte della guardia forestale,lavoro nell'Appennino abruzzese,dopo il terremoto tutto è cambiato compresa la mia vita e quella di Anna,la mia compagna.

Era venerdi I remember well, Anna came home in tears, had just given a letter from his company licenziamento.La a large medical clinic, had agreed to use its employees as a commodity to blackmail the region that had the fault I tried not to give him new convenzioni.Io comforts us in every way but nothing helped, nothing could stop that river lacrime.Anna was disappointed, especially since its primary which had everything hidden until the end, he told everyone to stay assured that nothing would happen and now he retired, worked for him and seven other colleagues.

I was working the night shift that day and decided that maybe it was the first case to come out, I wanted to go to the bar of Marco I needed drink.

had been so long since I drank the alcohol, and then it took little to make me free of any razzionalità. Marco

seeing me in that state took away the car keys, so I decided to do night patrol on foot. In that week had begun to affect the wolves and the sheep were the expense of farmers in the area, had promised to retaliate with their mani.Io I had to make sure this did not happen.

was midnight, the cold was not strong enough to annoy me that, thanks to all the rum that I had been drinking. I followed the main path, that traveled with the car,

all'improviso I heard some noises coming from behind some trees, display lights the torch ma non vidi nulla,mi avvicinai cautamente con la mano sulla pistola di ordinananza.

Niente.Forse era stato solo il vento,mi girai per continuare la mia ronda notturna ma mi dovetti fermare immediatamente.Un lupo era proprio davanti a me,un grosso maschio a pochi passi mi guardava fisso negli occhi, non dovevo muovermi i lupi non attaccano l'uomo se non sono messi alle strette.Il lupo però rimase fermo a fissarmi,non so perchè ma iniziai a parlargli, quel povero animale fu sommerso dai miei problemi per circa 30 minuti,alla fine pensai bene di chiedergli un favore ,dovevo essere proprio ubriaco :

"Non sai quanto desideri la tua liberta... Puoi vagare indisturbato tra queste montagne senza che nessuno can stop you, I'd like some of your anger ... I would like to make it pay the people who tramples on me every day and the people I love "

The wolf stood still in front, looked at me straight in the eye.

" I heard many stories as a kid, people bitten by wolves Then they took themselves the appearance of their aggressor .... Not that you could bite? "

My body moved on its own, I was approaching the Wolf suddenly start showed its fangs, the wolves do not attack unless they are cornered, well I me I was really looking forward to.

The animal was an overnight attack, bit my arm slammed to the ground, tried to break away from off anyway and eventually succeed.

The wolf with the muzzle still stained with blood I still looked hard at that moment I realized that there was an animal that was staring at me, he was a devil and his eyes were embers ardenti.Un moment later the animal had disappeared between the trees and I had his memory imprinted in my arm.

I went home and I invented an excuse, I did not want people to think that now the wolves attack the man.

Since then things changed, I turned into a wolf on nights of full moon, he had neither tusks do hair, this animal had granted my richiesta.La anger inside me was growing by the day, I had become intrattabile.Anna un giorno tornò a casa,era come al solito triste mi disse che il suo primario stava mettendo in difficolta lei e i suoi colleghi e che ora, pensava di trasferirsi in Lombardia dai suoi genitori, forse lì avrebbe trovato più facilmente lavoro.L'idea che Anna potesse allontanarsi da me mi fece scoppiare,presi l'accetta per tagliare la legna e mi diressi verso il bosco.

Quel giorno tre alberi perirono sotto i miei colpi,tre povere anime innocenti,giurai che avrei vendicato anche loro.Il lupo mi aveva donato solo la rabbia e l'odio ora dovevo crearmi delle zanne affilate, per placare questa sete di vendetta.Dovevo entrare in azione,mi avrebbero tolto la mia piccola Anna,il mio corpo era spinto da spasmi atroci,mi sentivo as a junkie in withdrawal.

The next night I decided it was time, it was difficult to find the primary Anna, lived alone in an isolated chalet.

I'll achieve after three days in the Gran Sasso National Park, the police said they had never seen anything like that, the man was practically unrecognizable.

From that day I could not look in the mirror, thinking and rethinking about that night, the thing that makes me most afraid is that those thoughts I get joy, I rejoiced to tear this man.

wolves attacking their prey in order survived ", I will do it to feed the anger growing inside me every day, demanding more and more blood.

Should You Rub Coke In Your Gums

la rabbia di un lupo

30 agosto 2009

Ogni giorno è peggio,non riesco più a trattenere dentro di me la parte irrazionale,ci ho provato in molti modi in questi giorni ma senza risultato.

Tutto è iniziato per gioco e ora devo sopportare la cruda realtà.

Mi chiamo Giorgio e faccio parte della guardia forestale,lavoro nell'Appennino abruzzese,dopo il terremoto tutto è cambiato compresa la mia vita e quella di Anna,la mia compagna.

Era venerdi I remember well, Anna came home in tears, had just given a letter from his company licenziamento.La a large medical clinic, had agreed to use its employees as a commodity to blackmail the region that had the fault I tried not to give him new convenzioni.Io comforts us in every way but nothing helped, nothing could stop that river lacrime.Anna was disappointed, especially since its primary which had everything hidden until the end, he told everyone to stay assured that nothing would happen and now he retired, worked for him and seven other colleagues.

I was working the night shift that day and decided that maybe it was the first case to come out, I wanted to go to the bar of Marco I needed drink.

had been so long since I drank the alcohol, and then it took little to make me free of any razzionalità. Marco

seeing me in that state took away the car keys, so I decided to do night patrol on foot. In that week had begun to affect the wolves and the sheep were the expense of farmers in the area, had promised to retaliate with their mani.Io I had to make sure this did not happen.

was midnight, the cold was not strong enough to annoy me that, thanks to all the rum that I had been drinking. I followed the main path, that traveled with the car,

all'improviso I heard some noises coming from behind some trees, display lights the torch ma non vidi nulla,mi avvicinai cautamente con la mano sulla pistola di ordinananza.

Niente.Forse era stato solo il vento,mi girai per continuare la mia ronda notturna ma mi dovetti fermare immediatamente.Un lupo era proprio davanti a me,un grosso maschio a pochi passi mi guardava fisso negli occhi, non dovevo muovermi i lupi non attaccano l'uomo se non sono messi alle strette.Il lupo però rimase fermo a fissarmi,non so perchè ma iniziai a parlargli, quel povero animale fu sommerso dai miei problemi per circa 30 minuti,alla fine pensai bene di chiedergli un favore ,dovevo essere proprio ubriaco :

"Non sai quanto desideri la tua liberta... Puoi vagare indisturbato tra queste montagne senza che nessuno can stop you, I'd like some of your anger ... I would like to make it pay the people who tramples on me every day and the people I love "

The wolf stood still in front, looked at me straight in the eye.

" I heard many stories as a kid, people bitten by wolves Then they took themselves the appearance of their aggressor .... Not that you could bite? "

My body moved on its own, I was approaching the Wolf suddenly start showed its fangs, the wolves do not attack unless they are cornered, well I me I was really looking forward to.

The animal was an overnight attack, bit my arm slammed to the ground, tried to break away from off anyway and eventually succeed.

The wolf with the muzzle still stained with blood I still looked hard at that moment I realized that there was an animal that was staring at me, he was a devil and his eyes were embers ardenti.Un moment later the animal had disappeared between the trees and I had his memory imprinted in my arm.

I went home and I invented an excuse, I did not want people to think that now the wolves attack the man.

Since then things changed, I turned into a wolf on nights of full moon, he had neither tusks do hair, this animal had granted my richiesta.La anger inside me was growing by the day, I had become intrattabile.Anna un giorno tornò a casa,era come al solito triste mi disse che il suo primario stava mettendo in difficolta lei e i suoi colleghi e che ora, pensava di trasferirsi in Lombardia dai suoi genitori, forse lì avrebbe trovato più facilmente lavoro.L'idea che Anna potesse allontanarsi da me mi fece scoppiare,presi l'accetta per tagliare la legna e mi diressi verso il bosco.

Quel giorno tre alberi perirono sotto i miei colpi,tre povere anime innocenti,giurai che avrei vendicato anche loro.Il lupo mi aveva donato solo la rabbia e l'odio ora dovevo crearmi delle zanne affilate, per placare questa sete di vendetta.Dovevo entrare in azione,mi avrebbero tolto la mia piccola Anna,il mio corpo era spinto da spasmi atroci,mi sentivo as a junkie in withdrawal.

The next night I decided it was time, it was difficult to find the primary Anna, lived alone in an isolated chalet.

I'll achieve after three days in the Gran Sasso National Park, the police said they had never seen anything like that, the man was practically unrecognizable.

From that day I could not look in the mirror, thinking and rethinking about that night, the thing that makes me most afraid is that those thoughts I get joy, I rejoiced to tear this man.

wolves attacking their prey in order survived ", I will do it to feed the anger growing inside me every day, demanding more and more blood.

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That's it, folks!

R Stuart or drag on his jazz dvd television, while Mrs. R. knitting a scarf for her granddaughter who holds at least two months. One of the things that have always given me more pleasure in life is just noise and gestures of a woman knitting. The same pleasure of the voice of a Persian lady of a far away trip to Iran, which I did not understand a word, the same rhythm track in the long stretch without stops between Forest Hills and Roosevelt Avenue on the F line in Manhattan, or that of a brush down along the hair of a girl. It fills me with warmth and energy down the arms and legs, like a child feeling of serenity, which looks like an orgasm ma molto molto più raffinato.
That's it, folks : fra due giorni si torna alla bella Napoli. Un weekend allungato aiuta a preparare la mente al nuovo cambio, un weekend fatto di ultimi stanchi giri, molto glander e moltissime puntate di Scrubs in streaming – meno male che esiste, ma attenti, è una droga.
Sono molto contento di tornare a Napoli. La mia vita lì mi è mancata, la bella S. Chiara 41, le follie di Melaqa e le sue cene vegane, i mille caffè di Ciccio e i milioni di discorsi random e l'affetto e l'aula studio di palazzo Giusso. Nella grande mela mi sono accorto di quanto mi piaccia la mia vita lì, nonostante lo sclero e la sovente reclusione da studio, neighborhood criminals who throw stones at the fourth floor and the garbage of the weekend that no one is able to eliminate psychodwarf. I know that this year will be even worse than the previous one in terms of the sclera, but I like the idea of \u200b\u200bsclera in the midst of people with whom I am well.

time reports? What a bore, but it seems so. I think about going to repeat this story many times to people who ask me in the coming weeks, we might as well prepare it for good.
discard immediately tautologies : yes, two months have flown by - as time goes by fast! Nor was half a season! For others, the weather was very mild, which was soprattutto un vantaggio.
E continuiamo con qualche domanda banale ma certamente inevitabile:
Ti è piaciuta New York? Certo che sì. Ma già so che ogni volta che me lo chiederanno ci sarà la seguente premessa che riporto fedelmente: no però non so come parlare di NY perché sai abitando a un'ora e mezza non è che l'abbia vissuta molto... E poi per me p er conoscere una città bisogna viverla con la gente... E io non ho avuto molte occasioni di fare amicizie strette... Per non parlare della vita notturna che non c'è proprio stata.
E via dicendo con premesse sempre vere ma sempre più noiose.
Come dare un'opinione su una città che si ha avuto modo di conoscere così frammentariamente? La risposta immediata sarà: beh New York me la sono vissuta come esperienza fondamentale dal punto di vista della crescita personale e professionale. Sempre verissimo.
In realtà però soprattutto all'inizio mi sono fatto un sacco di giri e ho cercato di conoscere NYC e dintorni il più possibile, hai visto le foto? E quindi l'unica cosa da poter fare è una classifica generale delle cose che mi sono piaciute di più, e quali di meno.
Per esempio:
N on sai quanto mi sia piaciuto Washington Square Park [nel Greenwhich Village] ! Forse è la cosa che mi è piaciuta di più, insieme agli altri parchi. Al contrario, se c'è qualcosa che non mi è piaciuta quella è Times Square, che schifo! Diciamo che tutto il Midtown è un po' una schifezza con tutti quei palazzacci alti e grigi, la sua arroganza che urla al capitalismo sfrenato, e le centinaia di migliaia di turisti che ronzano attorno all'Empire State Building.
Domanda: ci abiteresti?- Probabilmente non a Manhattan , ho già risposto un paio di volte. Magari a Brooklyn per un po', con tutte quelle casette coi mattoni rossi e Prospect Park che è la versione umana di Central Park.
La vita è cara? Qui la stanchezza comincia a farsi sentire. Sì, è cara per un americano, ma il cambio favorevole rende i prezzi simili all'Italia. Ma non parliamo degli affitti: altro che crisi.
A proposito, ma la crisi si vede? (respiro profondo) Beh non è che la vedi per strada, la gente ancora mangia da Mcdonalds e tutti hanno l'iPhone o il Kindle [è l'ultima trovata, ebook su un apparecchio che si apre a mò di libro e rivestito in pelle], ma se parli con la gente tutti dicono che hanno perso soldi e che conoscono gente che ha perso il lavoro.
Ma ci sei stato al World Trade Center? (brrrrr....) Sì. - E com'è? - Un cantiere.
What is the strangest thing you've done or what impressed you most?
I prepared this response and I decided to say once I was invited to a Mass in a church gospel / bunker in Brooklyn, under elevated subway tracks. Nothing short of mystical experience from beginning to end three excellent singers sang hit what looked like Alicia Keys but with names like 'C'mon, let's worhsip him' or 'Jesus is just great'. The thing went on for three hours, at one point the pastor, dressed in blue with purple tie, interspersed his lecture with songs, jazz, soul and folk. Amongst the more hilarious: the pastor introduced me to the whole church during Mass, said 'we are delighted to welcome today a great Italian friend, came to see how you put a real! A round of applause for Tino! ' And so many cheers and all that I came to shake hands giving me welcome you on the path of Jesus
You made friends? I think I already answered this question. In any case, I made friends with a girl who worked with me at Human Rights Watch, of Michigan. Too bad that is gone by mid-August. For the rest, many friends, people with whom I went out a few times but then stopped there. I think everyone had already seen that his tour were almost all residents in New York, and lived mostly in Manhattan. While I ...

The interview could go on yet ra very long time and the questions may be even more boring, so you better make a point, and try to give an account satisfactory for the next episode of true New York experience, the famous thirty-fourth floor, even thirty-fifth, Mena Division.