la rabbia di un lupo 
30 agosto 2009
Ogni giorno è peggio,non riesco più a trattenere dentro di me la parte irrazionale,ci ho provato in molti modi in questi giorni ma senza risultato.
Tutto è iniziato per gioco e ora devo sopportare la cruda realtà.
Mi chiamo Giorgio e faccio parte della guardia forestale,lavoro nell'Appennino abruzzese,dopo il terremoto tutto è cambiato compresa la mia vita e quella di Anna,la mia compagna.
Era venerdi I remember well, Anna came home in tears, had just given a letter from his company licenziamento.La a large medical clinic, had agreed to use its employees as a commodity to blackmail the region that had the fault I tried not to give him new convenzioni.Io comforts us in every way but nothing helped, nothing could stop that river lacrime.Anna was disappointed, especially since its primary which had everything hidden until the end, he told everyone to stay assured that nothing would happen and now he retired, worked for him and seven other colleagues.
I was working the night shift that day and decided that maybe it was the first case to come out, I wanted to go to the bar of Marco I needed drink.
had been so long since I drank the alcohol, and then it took little to make me free of any razzionalità. Marco
seeing me in that state took away the car keys, so I decided to do night patrol on foot. In that week had begun to affect the wolves and the sheep were the expense of farmers in the area, had promised to retaliate with their mani.Io I had to make sure this did not happen.
was midnight, the cold was not strong enough to annoy me that, thanks to all the rum that I had been drinking. I followed the main path, that traveled with the car,
all'improviso I heard some noises coming from behind some trees, display lights the torch ma non vidi nulla,mi avvicinai cautamente con la mano sulla pistola di ordinananza.
Niente.Forse era stato solo il vento,mi girai per continuare la mia ronda notturna ma mi dovetti fermare immediatamente.Un lupo era proprio davanti a me,un grosso maschio a pochi passi mi guardava fisso negli occhi, non dovevo muovermi i lupi non attaccano l'uomo se non sono messi alle strette.Il lupo però rimase fermo a fissarmi,non so perchè ma iniziai a parlargli, quel povero animale fu sommerso dai miei problemi per circa 30 minuti,alla fine pensai bene di chiedergli un favore ,dovevo essere proprio ubriaco :
"Non sai quanto desideri la tua liberta... Puoi vagare indisturbato tra queste montagne senza che nessuno can stop you, I'd like some of your anger ... I would like to make it pay the people who tramples on me every day and the people I love "
The wolf stood still in front, looked at me straight in the eye.
" I heard many stories as a kid, people bitten by wolves Then they took themselves the appearance of their aggressor .... Not that you could bite? "
My body moved on its own, I was approaching the Wolf suddenly start showed its fangs, the wolves do not attack unless they are cornered, well I me I was really looking forward to.
The animal was an overnight attack, bit my arm slammed to the ground, tried to break away from off anyway and eventually succeed.
The wolf with the muzzle still stained with blood I still looked hard at that moment I realized that there was an animal that was staring at me, he was a devil and his eyes were embers ardenti.Un moment later the animal had disappeared between the trees and I had his memory imprinted in my arm.
I went home and I invented an excuse, I did not want people to think that now the wolves attack the man.
Since then things changed, I turned into a wolf on nights of full moon, he had neither tusks do hair, this animal had granted my richiesta.La anger inside me was growing by the day, I had become intrattabile.Anna un giorno tornò a casa,era come al solito triste mi disse che il suo primario stava mettendo in difficolta lei e i suoi colleghi e che ora, pensava di trasferirsi in Lombardia dai suoi genitori, forse lì avrebbe trovato più facilmente lavoro.L'idea che Anna potesse allontanarsi da me mi fece scoppiare,presi l'accetta per tagliare la legna e mi diressi verso il bosco.
Quel giorno tre alberi perirono sotto i miei colpi,tre povere anime innocenti,giurai che avrei vendicato anche loro.Il lupo mi aveva donato solo la rabbia e l'odio ora dovevo crearmi delle zanne affilate, per placare questa sete di vendetta.Dovevo entrare in azione,mi avrebbero tolto la mia piccola Anna,il mio corpo era spinto da spasmi atroci,mi sentivo as a junkie in withdrawal.
The next night I decided it was time, it was difficult to find the primary Anna, lived alone in an isolated chalet.
I'll achieve after three days in the Gran Sasso National Park, the police said they had never seen anything like that, the man was practically unrecognizable.
From that day I could not look in the mirror, thinking and rethinking about that night, the thing that makes me most afraid is that those thoughts I get joy, I rejoiced to tear this man.
wolves attacking their prey in order survived ", I will do it to feed the anger growing inside me every day, demanding more and more blood.
